No False Hope

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life

There is nothing I can say or do to make this  pain bearable, I can only promise to be there like you've been for me and make this life shareable, I know sometimes loving me can be terriable, your tolerance is great, the way that  I am thinking now comes a little to late, thoughts of nothing but your feelings though, making me feel pitiful, you being in my life is critical, to know that I am the cause, ther's not a man that does'nt have flaws, my excuses is unimportant there's logic hidden in my decisions, I wanted to be committing, to the love you was giving, I got caught up in transition, now I am off to prison, now I am back writting these letters talkin about all that we missing, they was coming for me eventually, and it was f**king with me mentally, either stay with her or go back is a helleva ultimatium, but those were my cards could'nt trade them, I played them, I was wrong and I know it, had a chance how could I blow it, you did'nt believe in my love so I had to show it, been reaping now I got to sow it, did'nt mean to give you false hope and you know it, in my head our future was your voice, I am just trying to let you know I aint think I had a choice, I was going to leave her and just ride, I had your love in my eyes, now I gotta go to prison, hope your love be waiting it aint nothing but a minute, cant afford the price to lose you cause you cost too much and I cant stand for a  lame to have you, cause he dont know your value,