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I feel like I have already lost you…even though you are still here with me.
Waking up and not seeing a message saying good morning strikes fear in my heart…
Was this all a dream??
Like a burst of light my starving world is now addicted to everything that makes you, you.
Constantly craving every bit of you, wanting to love and cherish these thoughts and feelings as it swiftly weaves unforgettable memories into my brain.
While creating a third eye that serves as one purpose and one purpose only and that’s to replay everything back during the night.
If I could reach out and bend time, defy the laws of physics and touch you…I would
Whisper to you that I love you and that you are the only one for me…as I kiss your lips ever so softly you will have to pause for a moment and ask yourself “Did this just really happen?”
The words that I write are only meant for words because in my reality…it is set in stone.
Forever more…forever and ever….and ever…more.
I will love you until my heart gives out its last pulse.
Till my body is broken down and returned back to where it originally came from.
Until my last tears of joy is flushed out of my eyes fertilizes the ground…and gives life to another being.
If I died tomorrow I would spend forever waiting till you returned back to me…or until I returned back to you.
If tomorrow never comes I will dance around the thoughts of having you one last time…
Have I taken the time out to tell you that I love you?
If not then let me say it now…
I love you…forever…and ever…for always.
