hurt

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romance

Hurt is something I've never been able to avoid 
It always comes 
As if it waits lurking in the dark corners of hope 
Pouncing once I give in 
Once I try to open up 
I never been a real character for emotions 
It's been awhile since I've been opened up and raw 
Awhile since I'll cry and bare all emotions 
For you to understand how I feel 
It's been awhile 
For me to show weakness 
Cause I will never say I need you to be happy cause I don't 
There will always be another to take your place 
Always another man waiting for an opportunity for the current to *** up 
I won't say I'll miss you 
I just will say I'm hurt 
Beyond measures I can't even fathom to explain 
Cause I trusted you 
& it's my fault partly 
I should have known better 
To never trust anybody 
I trusted you and thought you were different 
But I was wrong in so many ways 
I don't know what to do 
Or where to start to begin from scratch 
Hopefully I heal 
Or I'll become another broken beautiful individual