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Virginity Loss

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                 â€‹   My innocence is taken away from me.

                          Life, body and soul
 
                    Feeling confused about my virginity
 
                  whether im a still a virgin or not
 
                        Closing in on the world
 
                Not letting my family and friends in on my secrets
                     
             Thinking it's all my fault, but really is it mines!??
 
            Feeling so depressed everyday on the inside
 
          Trying not to show my emotions on the outside
 
                  Always thinking i'm ugly and I'm to skinny
 
   Always hate looking at myself in the mirror as the days go by             
 
   Planning to kill myself when noone is around, but im to scared to
 
                     Even put a knife through my stomach
 
Scared for my life, that when I get married I wont be able to give up
 
                     Myself fully because im stuck on my past.
 
Having low self-esteem is the most horrible feeling you can possible  
 
                                             have
 
                       Wondering why I was even born
 
                Having so many people tell me that im beautiful
 
                          Never really registered in my head
 
           Trying to stay strong everyday but memories come to
 
                                 My mind everyday
 
       Having to speak to the person and seeing them face to face
 
       Knowing their the one who took my innocence away is painful
 
      My heart is scared to open up to anyone that is trying to get
 
                                       Close to me
 
                                 Crying everyday of my life
 
      Wanting to runaway from my problems and everyone in
     
                                           My life   
 
              Having to say I lost my virginity when I was raped          
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                            
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                    
 
 
 
 
         
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 
     

 

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DallasCowgirl says:

You're speaking a lot of minds right now. That took courage! I admire that. Keep making an art of that courage....

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Charles2 says:

What has been taken is valuable, but is not all you have to give. The well is deep and your understanding will deepen. Save your innocence for the one you choose. Live beyond that which you cannot change.

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