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You're hands are so distant from me and the distance between the sheets tell a story of un-finished arguments and silent goodbyes.
It is the silence that kills the soul.
Did you know that there were others before you?
Who laid across this bed of mine in silence, pushing me away in soundlessness?
Staring at me from across the bed, but not saying a word.
I am dying for your touch, wrap your arms around me, tell me that you love me, kiss me! Why don't you hear me screaming?
Tranquility is peace and death mixed into the same bowl and served on a plate of despair.
Why is life so hard? Why is love so hard?
Love should be so easy, but it should also be hard, spoken words from those who share a different path from me.
Sometimes I stare into the mirror and I wonder, What happened to us being so beautiful?
Because when i look into the mirror now, all that i can see are shadows.
And i am afraid of once again becoming broken by the what if's and could if's that can plague a relationship with growing sorrows.
I whispered your name in my dreams, while you were lying next to me, but you didn't hear me.
I watched your steady breathing and wondered what a child would look like, I've loved you.
Have I told you how many men that there were before you?
Who left broken promises and arrows that peirced through my soul.
Please see me.
And how ugly that I feel at times, and how hopeless that I feel at times.
Please love me.
Turn around and face me in silence, so I can know that we are still alive, and that we survived a massacre of the heart, but made it out alive, and together.
Please see me.
Can't you see us fading? Save us! I whispered your name between our sheets, but you were already gone.
You had disappeared without me knowing, you silently drifted away, leaving me here alone. To face life without you.
Have I ever told you how many broken hearts that I have suffered at your hands?
Please see me.
Don't let my whispers go unheard, turn over so that I can see your face again, and face me in silence, please!
Don't run.
Just Love me.
