Driving 'round this city
got me thinking bout my ***ing past
Man I think I really changed
even tho I'm stuck in last
Started smoking hella weed!
Since that day I can't go back
But everyday I put in work
Cuz I'm not out there selling Crack!
Man I made my mama cry
Like many times oh yes indeed
I know I made mistakes
But til this day she stayed with me
God bless her cuz I love her
And my sisters man I know I need'em
Message to my father,
Go n tell him that I'll never leave him
Best believe I got their back
Til the day I rest in peace
If I ain't got it I'll go get it
Do it cuz they're family
I know I barely come around
Since the day I left the jail
I just wanna show to you
Show to you I will prevail
I just wanna do my best
Show you I can be success
Show you I can put in work
And live a life with no more stress
I know I did a lot of bad
Did some things I shouldn't have
Always tryna find a way
Just so I can take it back
I know I can't reverse the time
But if I could I'd start today!
How far would I take it back?
Find me up in first grade!
Might as well just start it over
Go back to the drawing board
This time I'ma map it out
Maybe own a Harley store
Wish it was that nice and easy
I would've done it best believe me
I just wanna make you proud
Before the day you gotta leave me!
Yes I've failed so many times
Everyday I crossed the line
Man I should've stayed in school
Can't belive I wasted time!
Chose a life that wasn't good
Chose a life that wasn't me
That same life done took me places
Not one place was right for me
Best believe I'll do my best
Just so I can reach success
One day I'ma make you proud
And that same day I'll pass the test..