Callous

CATEGORY

just different

Steady keeping the struggle 
Under control
Collected and calm 
On the outside-
But inside

I'm about to explode!
Being civil has been 
Second nature 
For a while I've been 
Walking with angels 
The menace in me 
Pleads to break free
It's the enemy 
Looking to flee
I'm chasing shadows
Plastered on walls
Hearing torterous screams
Cascading through halls
Must be the demons 
Forcing their way 
Into my world

My bullets don't sway 
They bend
Shattering all physics' 
Hypotheses!
It's not about winning
I know I've been sinning 
What the f*** am I supposed to do!?
I was given this struggle 
I need to get through
If this is a test 
Give it your best
I'm using all the madness
I once suppressed! 
What the f*** do you expect!?
This is a battle 
I'm front row
In the war zone
I don't give a f***
If I end up alone
They want to devour my spirit
But I'm breaking skulls
With my fists
They can't heal the wounds 
Inflicted
What bodily injuries?
I can't feel it
I don't feel human
I'm a machine
Unaffected by stones
Powered by dreams
It's not what you think
I'm a hell chaser
Disguised as a fiend

I rule the throne in my world
I'm the Superior King
This world created a monster 
Now it's about to be
Conquered!
These demons believe 
They have a hold on me
Evil takes more than greed
My hate planted the seed
I'm not leaving this temple
Until they're
All on their knees
You want chaos
I'm tearing down all this s***
Destroying the environment!
You want anger
I'm unloading malice 
Into space 
Creating a complete docile state

If there's a master plan 
Elsewhere
Show me
I demand answers 
Tired of letting these problems 
Eat away at me
Like cancer
I'm done walking through fire
With sandals
So I'm lacing my boots
Getting ready for war
I'm way beyond
Evening scores
I must pour
Out my pain
Until somebody gets it
Show all of the doubters
That I'm f***ing gifted!

Written by: Desir'ee Chavez