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romance

It's scary now to think that I came so close to loving you..
After I drove mile after mile, spent day after day, minute after minute, giving, giving, and giving all that I could just to see you happy..
Giving my time, my heart, my body..all things of value
But you sure ain't value me enough to find me worthy of the truth.
The truth which consisted of you already having someone who could give you what you wanted. Her time, her heart, her body...
What the hell made you think that was okay?
Oh, you couldn't find the right time to tell me..baby, there's never a perfect time.
You just figured it'd be better to have both of us show you a good time.
I played the fool while you wasted my time.
Stabbed me deep in the heart and twisted the knife a few times.
Thought you'd eventually choose me so I gave you even more of my time.

And like an idiot, I waited..contemplated..can we even say that we actually dated?? Because your motives were so different from mine..
Never thought I'd get over that smile, that jet black hair you'd let me play in, but hey, I'm here now. I must've made it.

But it's scary now to think that I came so close to loving you...