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I woke up and their was a wisp in the air, a feeling of an approximation of life. The world fell away and there was nothing left in the world but me.
I am truly alone in the world.
I see everything and nothing in the world. I can count my breaths but I cant cant the number of moments that take my breath away. I stopped believing in a lot of things. I had nothing but my feelings and the need to survive pushed all of those feelings below the line of making meaning of this life.
The world is alone with me.
Sitting in a room and wondering how much more is left for me. The world is as big and blue as it ever was and I am still here breathing in it.
