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A quote once read, " Relax nothing is under control."
As my mind tries to incorporate this dark hole
The darkness I created in myself like charcoal
Slowly burning inside me like an assessed toll
The pain increases in my heart with solitude
No one will understand my lonliness or my mood
Fighting depression like Robin Williams on the daily
The emptiness sometimes wins greatly
Im not the lady
Who wear her hair with a daisy
Not the one who is lazy
But the one who cries alone when its rainy
Pain is something we create or gets inflicted
Like anything we get addicted
When thoughts come unpredicted
The pain takes over, overwhelming
I shouldn't seek someone that is caring or helping
Self help I need to seek first before I continue melting
In this solitude....It's so depressing...
What am I expecting....
There is no telling
