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I'm apologizing to you, for whatever it is I put you through.

I never meant to do you wrong, for you to choose silence this long.

Had I known I would have lost you while making that mistake, it would have been a risk I was not willing to take.

I respected you for the person you are, even when you found that strange.

I respected your talent with the pen, how words you could write and then rearrange.

I miss talking to you to see how you are, we were never that close but now seem rather far.

I was never trying to put you through some test, I guess I was merely seeing if for you I stood with the rest.

Now we never talk, to you I don't exist.

But I always still try when I should just resist. 

All thats left are my words, I apologize and I hope one day you realize...

I want you happy and if never speaking to me is the way, I just want you to read this and hear what I had to say.