I'm apologizing to you, for whatever it is I put you through.
I never meant to do you wrong, for you to choose silence this long.
Had I known I would have lost you while making that mistake, it would have been a risk I was not willing to take.
I respected you for the person you are, even when you found that strange.
I respected your talent with the pen, how words you could write and then rearrange.
I miss talking to you to see how you are, we were never that close but now seem rather far.
I was never trying to put you through some test, I guess I was merely seeing if for you I stood with the rest.
Now we never talk, to you I don't exist.
But I always still try when I should just resist.
All thats left are my words, I apologize and I hope one day you realize...
I want you happy and if never speaking to me is the way, I just want you to read this and hear what I had to say.