Feeling from this bottle

The crystal clear glass, mesaured ring formed against the bottle. I feel, good, i feel relaxed and calm. The coolness in my palm. No worries, ive muted the world numbed my feelings and past pain. Floating, and my eyes are low, my mind in a dream world and my body follows. Heat in my throat and the pit of my stomach. Feeling loose off goose, shaking my body and feeling the mood, no fu#$& given so if u my way you better move. Or smooth ciroc sneaking up on me like a clever lover under covers, feeling.the tension inside of me. Or feeling sexy, and horny off the kinky pink and pretty sexy undies, feeling myself, feeling on myself don't need anyone else. How bout Smirnoff vodka green apple and or cherry, party girl mood. Pink moscato, sutter home goes in slowly devours my reaction and conscience, then warms up body and slowly starts the party, senses aroused, nipples hard, moscato is the slow pumper, kinky is between my thighs, goose rockin doggy style while ciroc kiss my lips. The feeling in these ain nothing to play wit like vip chocolate 360 mixed with coconut ciroc or hotchocolate with ciroc amaretto that gets ya rocks off. Not an alcoholic jus like the feeling of lifting off a hateful, disgusting, twisted foul, decieving, manipulating world, back stabbing, heart wrenching, secret keeping, world. Anywhere is better than being here, and this bottle clears awah all fears and i wont get trapped and chained to the repeative routine, understanding that there are other things to comfort me. But this is a good temp fix, no condoms, possible diseases or bullsh$# following. Its mainly for enjoyment but im jus elaborating on the feeling.