I Wonder

How do you move forward in life

When it seems like your past is always in your peripheral view

Ever change you make the upsets of your life appear

Out the corner of your eye you see it

But you blink a few times making it disappear

Just for the moment

But like a pimple it always comes to a head

Before it pops all all over your face

Like the F*CKING FOOD CHAIN

First your at the top

Next thing you know your carcass

Is being devoured by insects

The past is what shapes you

Pouring out of you like melted steel

Molding you into the person your supposed to be

But what if that Man or Woman is not who you want to be

Do you get to place yourself back under the fire

Meltdown and reshape again

I WONDER?