Living On Loan

I am not happy and why should I be Living a life, which nothing belongs to me No one warned me nor told me about Born into a world where nothing leaves out It may seem selfish, yet I feel it's wrong To go through life living on a loan At night I sleep never knowing if i'll awake Praying to God for my soul should he take When my day's are dark I sit and complain Live off seredity my strength can't change Like a slave, I live a life I'll never own It was given to me in the form of a loan If you shouldn't miss what you never had Be happy when I'm gone for I will be glad My debt was paid at the cross on clavery I can accept trajedy to be free from misery Yet while I was here I let it be known That no one truly lives except through loan