Say Something

I'm at a place in my life where a part of me wonders, is God really with me. Everything around me seem to be collapsing. Everything important to me seems to be collapsing. I'm stuck in a life that I know isn't the life God has for me. My heart and mind is being pulled in so many different directions that I don't even sleep. I just wish God speak to me, reveal something, anything, to help me maintain hope.

SAY SOMETHING

So much has happened. 
My life is so unsteady. 
I'm holding my breath.. 
because if I breathe, 
out goes my fresh air. 
I'm back to the pollution... 
The profanity, insanity, misery, anger.. 
Filthiness I call life. 
Living but not really living. 
Often side tracked by this thing called, temptation. 
My mind at different locations, 
never fully focused on the important destination. 
Which is God! 
I know with Him my heart is safe. 
But sometimes I feel He has forsaken it. 
I'm pleading my case,
but the Judge isn't listening to any word I say. 
I'm left without any conviction.. 
Not sure what is my sentence. 
So I lash out.. acting out! 
I just want God's attention. 
I just want to know if He's still listening. 
Say something God! 
I need some reassurance.