Unexplainable Blessing

I saw you in my dreams before we even met. You were a part of me before I held you in my arms. I felt you were connected to me despite this mess. Haunting my dreams. Waking up in tears, wondering why I can't get you at my head. Thinking this is God's way of punishing me but it was only His way of comforting me. I didn't wanted to believe you were his because I wasn't the one to present you as a gift. I wasn't the woman to give him his first kid. But it was you all along. You were the remedy for my aching soul. God place you in my dreams to prepare for the day I embrace you as if you were my own. I was always meant to love you. You were always meant to save me from emptiness. Filling my void with laughter and craziness. You are my special little Munchkin. I get it now, it all make sense. God creates joy sometimes from pain. You are the sunshine after my rain. My unexplainable blessing from God.