Unfocused

Nightmares of my reality Losing focus on whats in front of me Killing dreams I have yet to see Indulging in preventable sins Working hard each day to get no where, go no where Assuming everything around me is one big mess I create my own stress Today I think im going to confess Regret after regret Mistake after mistake The healing process never begins When I think its over, I dive right into another sin Almost as if im not done with what the world has to offer Knowing that it cant be my excuse when im kneeling at the alter Father, I have intentionally sinned Now its probably to late to repent or make mends But I must confess and become clean