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To be me you have to live me

you have to experience what

i have experienced

My life is not the easiest to handle,

My life is a like living NEEDLE!!!

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See the reason for my pain is b/c of the everyday,

things I go through.

What hold up,

Itz time for me to come out.

Wha Wha itz a GIRL!!!!

See I was a happy child.

I was Like,

SMILE CELEE SMILE.

even on a cloudy day

See there not a understanding to

where things went wrong

WHERE A YOUNG girl

TURNED into a damaged

SOOUUUULLL

JUst slide right in there

LIKe i was in the SOul train

AWARDS

IN this world itz hurts you

like it hurts me

IM not that INnocent child no more

HONEY

BEing denied by a

FATHER

that u once loved

isnt the easiest thing a child can experience

I didnt become a superwoman because i wanted to be

I BECAME A SUPERWOMAN BECAUSE I HAD TO BE!!!

IT was like court this and court that

BUT MY OVER HERE SCREAMING

WHERE MY FATHER AT!!!!!
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IM suppose to be a

woman strong in her submission

BUT

im human i have

FEELINGS

you know that thing you feel when

u happy sad or aggravated

let me not go on

LETZ SLLLOOOOWWW

IT DOwn

i have goals in life,

but obstacles in my way.

I NOT afraid

to push things out my way

But listen

I COMPLAIN

I DONT Feel like it

i dont want to do it

but in reality

I NEED TO DO IT.

I need to make my mum PROUD

NOT ONLY proud but

to see her child did something with

her life.

I was once a trouble soul

without anything to hold  

I kept my feelings in side

and let

THe anger get out

of CONTROL

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TBH i need help

i really do

BElieve that i have trust issues

believe that i want to make it in life

and that no one aint getting

SH*T

rewind aint getting nothing from

ME.

I HAVE GOAls

ima scream to the mountains

and no 1

is going to kill my pride

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i want it

i need it

i can get it

i have to work hard for it

i cant get it

if im not working hard for it

it gain it

i have to feel it

to be

Better

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I can make it through my storm

with determination

with hard work

IM A CHANGED PERSON

NOW

working hard as ever

NO MORE Attitude

no more CRYING

JUST ME

ONLY ME

it feels so good

saying that

I LOVE ME

AND ONLY ME

I got silver at my feet

and GOLD

at my head

i worship me

BECAUSE

ALl i got is me

I RISE

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