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To be me you have to live me
you have to experience what
i have experienced
My life is not the easiest to handle,
My life is a like living NEEDLE!!!
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See the reason for my pain is b/c of the everyday,
things I go through.
What hold up,
Itz time for me to come out.
Wha Wha itz a GIRL!!!!
See I was a happy child.
I was Like,
SMILE CELEE SMILE.
even on a cloudy day
See there not a understanding to
where things went wrong
WHERE A YOUNG girl
TURNED into a damaged
SOOUUUULLL
JUst slide right in there
LIKe i was in the SOul train
AWARDS
IN this world itz hurts you
like it hurts me
IM not that INnocent child no more
HONEY
BEing denied by a
FATHER
that u once loved
isnt the easiest thing a child can experience
I didnt become a superwoman because i wanted to be
I BECAME A SUPERWOMAN BECAUSE I HAD TO BE!!!
IT was like court this and court that
BUT MY OVER HERE SCREAMING
WHERE MY FATHER AT!!!!!
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IM suppose to be a
woman strong in her submission
BUT
im human i have
FEELINGS
you know that thing you feel when
u happy sad or aggravated
let me not go on
LETZ SLLLOOOOWWW
IT DOwn
i have goals in life,
but obstacles in my way.
I NOT afraid
to push things out my way
But listen
I COMPLAIN
I DONT Feel like it
i dont want to do it
but in reality
I NEED TO DO IT.
I need to make my mum PROUD
NOT ONLY proud but
to see her child did something with
her life.
I was once a trouble soul
without anything to hold
I kept my feelings in side
and let
THe anger get out
of CONTROL
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TBH i need help
i really do
BElieve that i have trust issues
believe that i want to make it in life
and that no one aint getting
SH*T
rewind aint getting nothing from
ME.
I HAVE GOAls
ima scream to the mountains
and no 1
is going to kill my pride
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i want it
i need it
i can get it
i have to work hard for it
i cant get it
if im not working hard for it
it gain it
i have to feel it
to be
Better
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I can make it through my storm
with determination
with hard work
IM A CHANGED PERSON
NOW
working hard as ever
NO MORE Attitude
no more CRYING
JUST ME
ONLY ME
it feels so good
saying that
I LOVE ME
AND ONLY ME
I got silver at my feet
and GOLD
at my head
i worship me
BECAUSE
ALl i got is me
I RISE
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