Routine Fear

I go to work I come back home

My routine because I fear the unknown

Afraid of stepping out my comfort zone

Scared to step out on the ledge alone

By myself without a clue

A sense of direction to get me through

Paranoia is nothing new

Fear of not knowing what to do

Petrified to break the cycle

Attached to labels concerned with titles

Living in fear is suicidal

Life should be an ally instead of a rival

Post trauma from being hurt

Being brave I'm no expert

Shadows of my pain still lurk

I come home I go back to work