Sidechick

Am i the one u call when you feeling lonely? Am i the one you need when u feeling needy? Am i the sidechick? You only come around when she makes you feel some way Then you sex me down and after you dont want to stay I guess i am the sidechick We dont go no where we dont do couple things I should of realize that when she got the ring I hate being the sidechick Why am i putting my self in this position Clearing being the example of this defintion The sidechick I thought i would get special treatment Or at least treated decent But im just the sidechick Cant blame him or her for my feelings I thought he would leave her what was i thinking Im just the sidechick Is it because im too insecure and my self esteem is too low That i took it apond my self and went with the flow An accepted to be a sidechick Where do i go from here Being alone is my fear But at least ill stop being a sidechick