Once Upon a Time

I wanna understand your feelings..

But my mind screaming ,

"No f**ks given"

I wanna listen to your heart.

The rhythm it beats

And I want to march in line to your beating heart

& connect with you once again

And Be the conductor of this two man band

However Im left without any legs to stand

& now im using both my hands

And on both of them stands two middle fingers standin straight at attention.

And did I forget to mention?

My.ears are turned off. too the. bull.s**t

You try to. breathe in to. existence...

 

My lips incoherent too love

My.eyes wont look you in the face

Because The truth runs away

And its soon replaced by another b**ch that stole her space.

Like motel 6 she left the lights on--Your lies shine bright

Brighter than the Attraction that begs me too stay

But you see

In my face...

The time... I'm done wasting

These games... I'm done playin

 

My f**ks... are being selfish

They wont give you just one

My mind... is bossy .

She jus yells too get s**t done

My heart... is a liar

She frequently tell tall tales

I even think she be prostituting

putting her feelings on sale.

My LOVE is an addict

She jus continue chasing a " high "

& Thoughts is annoying ...

all she ever ask is why..

Body is my favorite , she managed too come a long way ,

After she divorced insecurity , Her & self esteem .. raised Faith...

Now , Faith... gotten older , she changed her name too Hope

Now she ... dating ... Courage .... & crushing on Goals ... but ya see ... goals ... loves Ambition... & they keeps it on the low..

Ambition twin sister Determination

Yea i.heard that b**ch was a hoe ...

But i aint gonna judge her ,

ive seen way worse ,

Remember when Success gave birth too a curse ,

She named that child jealousy ,

& she was quite a problem ,

Started hanging with envy and the crew

And that's where I left you.

They made you an addict

And the habit you couldn't kick it.

 

It was Lust , Lies & Knowledge...

They made you get get my life twisted.

They had you too far gone.

They lead you astray ....

They knew it was all wrong....

But they did it anyway ...

 

Eventually as time moved along

Lies got locked up ...

For spreading a disease ...

You caught H.A.T.E and you were mad as f**k...

Lust was a theif ,

she started stealing your emotions ...

It recked a life , & destroyed a home... Lust kept up hella commotion ...

Lust, that b**ch, wasnt happy untill she destroyed 3 lives.

Shortly after, she met Life ...

became real ...

Life was too fast...

She realized she couldn't deal ..

She got put on a corner ...

she didn't get a chance too heal ...

she was pimped out quick , & eventually got killed ...

This is not The End.

But for you it is

But for me

this is where I begin

now that I'm without you.