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I wanna understand your feelings..
But my mind screaming ,
"No f**ks given"
I wanna listen to your heart.
The rhythm it beats
And I want to march in line to your beating heart
& connect with you once again
And Be the conductor of this two man band
However Im left without any legs to stand
& now im using both my hands
And on both of them stands two middle fingers standin straight at attention.
And did I forget to mention?
My.ears are turned off. too the. bull.s**t
You try to. breathe in to. existence...
My lips incoherent too love
My.eyes wont look you in the face
Because The truth runs away
And its soon replaced by another b**ch that stole her space.
Like motel 6 she left the lights on--Your lies shine bright
Brighter than the Attraction that begs me too stay
But you see
In my face...
The time... I'm done wasting
These games... I'm done playin
My f**ks... are being selfish
They wont give you just one
My mind... is bossy .
She jus yells too get s**t done
My heart... is a liar
She frequently tell tall tales
I even think she be prostituting
putting her feelings on sale.
My LOVE is an addict
She jus continue chasing a " high "
& Thoughts is annoying ...
all she ever ask is why..
Body is my favorite , she managed too come a long way ,
After she divorced insecurity , Her & self esteem .. raised Faith...
Now , Faith... gotten older , she changed her name too Hope
Now she ... dating ... Courage .... & crushing on Goals ... but ya see ... goals ... loves Ambition... & they keeps it on the low..
Ambition twin sister Determination
Yea i.heard that b**ch was a hoe ...
But i aint gonna judge her ,
ive seen way worse ,
Remember when Success gave birth too a curse ,
She named that child jealousy ,
& she was quite a problem ,
Started hanging with envy and the crew
And that's where I left you.
They made you an addict
And the habit you couldn't kick it.
It was Lust , Lies & Knowledge...
They made you get get my life twisted.
They had you too far gone.
They lead you astray ....
They knew it was all wrong....
But they did it anyway ...
Eventually as time moved along
Lies got locked up ...
For spreading a disease ...
You caught H.A.T.E and you were mad as f**k...
Lust was a theif ,
she started stealing your emotions ...
It recked a life , & destroyed a home... Lust kept up hella commotion ...
Lust, that b**ch, wasnt happy untill she destroyed 3 lives.
Shortly after, she met Life ...
became real ...
Life was too fast...
She realized she couldn't deal ..
She got put on a corner ...
she didn't get a chance too heal ...
she was pimped out quick , & eventually got killed ...
This is not The End.
But for you it is
But for me
this is where I begin
now that I'm without you.
