Evil Wife!

Sitting here thinking wondering wats next my wife stabbed me as if she was playing darts with my back!.. left me out for dry as if I was in the desert suffering from dehydration. After all these years you did me as if I was a stranger. How could you be so cruel and you know I always was true!.. I even took care are child to let you pursue you dreams in school!.. But in stead you played me like a fool how could you be so cruel. Was it the free time away the study groups that you said you always had to attend, You never had time for me and my son every time you got off work you came home and showered!.. You never cooked a meal it was always left up to me. You went months with out changing diapers cause every time my son cried to you, you just didn't have time your mind was on your self but you turned away the lords blessing just to pursue something you just didnt have the heart to pursue. And that was your dreams it just wasn't happening as fast as you wanted too, knowing all you wanted was to be financially set but sometimes the lord blesses the humble but instead you stopped and ran into the devil that destroyed your thoughts and pushed you into a direction were it could leave to suicidal thoughts you dropped your family for a so called friend who nevered really cared for you. All he wanted was to just destroy wat you really had and by you being lost and forgetting the lord, He was able to force his soul into your soul and which took control of your emotions and turned you into the devil that you are. How dare you stab me in my back after all the years we shared all the pain we shared miscarriages after miscarriages and I was the only one there to comfort you with care. How dare you let a stranger in and leave me as if I wasn't never there, The lord blessed us with a son and its been almost two years and I always was there to care for my son like a father that should always be there. You pointing the finger at me but really your the one in tears. knowing you ***ed up a good thing cause your thoughts was on riches that you didn't have. So the devil invited you into his pot of gold and you followed the rainbow and left your family for dead. How dare you be so evil and don't even care but soon or later the lord will return the favor and punish you for the damage you really really done, Not accepting the lords blessing cause the excitement of riches that the devil told you would always be there only if you come with him and you did so now your just lost with no love in your heart. But instead of me hating you I will just pray for you and hope that the lord don't punish you for every stabb wound you've done!.. I was just a man who was really really there!!