To My Grandma In Heaven!

If I could see you again granny I would hug you unconditionally tell you how much you ment to me. kiss you on your cheek and tell you, You been such a good mother to me ask you how does it feel to be gods number one angel. I would cook you one of your favorite meals and dance to your favorite tune, Oh granny how much I miss your beautiful smile!.. It always warmed my heart I just miss you, Your voice always touched my soul at times I can't sleep cause the love I had for you never left my heart. Beautiful woman you are you taught me to live and enjoy life but at time its just hard to carry on. My love was unconditionally for you. And so at times I stare off as if you wasn't far, Thinking bout Distant memories that just leaves me in tears one of my major fears was you leaving me.You never got a chance to meet my son he came rite after you left I guess it was the lord blessing me, Saying every thing is fine but I wish you had a chance to hug and kiss my one and only son. Granny I love you and life can be tuff knowing you was my heart beat at times I still hear you calling me telling me saying son straighten up!.. Granny ima grown man now and its still hard to carry on but i know your still with me so I look to the skies above!.. So at times I ask the god how's your number one angel so I send hugs and kisses to that beautiful woman up above. I wrote this for you so when I leave this letter will live for ever, So we both can look down and smile at this letter of love. but until then I know your watching your grandson smiling from above. You always told me son be strong and stand tall and carry on never let em see you down, keep smiling cause the lord blesses the humble and turns his back on the weak. So just remain strong and push for success cause grandson your blessed!.. You know I can vouch for that!.. So you stay strong and kiss that beautiful grand baby of yours. So just stay positive cause your day will defiantly come, To be the star you really are just keep outlasting the weak and you will never break!..Because grandson you know I raised you to be strong!..Thank you granny I can never forget your words so I'm down here on earth watching the birds glide and saying life is just one big ride!.. But every ride must end so I must pray till the end!.. love you granny I thank you for being rite here with every day that I awake I just feel your rite here with me, God bless your soul cause it played a major part in my soul. So your last tears you shead. Is just still stuck in my head so it leaves a warm spot in my heart that can never turn cold, Only thing left for me to say to you is i love you granny god bless your soul :)