what the what

So lisha has been plotting on me it’s okay trust and believe I have something in store for her she think she is so clever so smart over here being an informant snitching telling T.C all the moves  I make screenshotting messages so the people can view and see just how wicked I really am it’s okay because like I said I got something  in store for her if she thinks she’s going to get away with this then she is sadly mistaking and misguided on all levels I will not lose my daughter all because somebody else is unhappy truth be told she is just a visual  all I want is my daughter and if either party think they can just take my baby my daughter then they are both in for a rude awaken that I can personally promise  for example I would walk to the gates of hell and brake down the door and call out every demon to fight me all at once then go for the devil himself just to see my daughter what are some of the other things I’d do hmm… id I cry until I lost my eye sight just show her how much she means to me id beg god on both hands and drop to my knees and plead so hard  for forgiveness that the universe and cosmos will remember my voice  that’s just how much I love my daughter but if I was to be completely honest id say all this is my fault no one else is to blame for my constant mistakes I get into things without even thinking for instance this all happened because of me I just want to let it all out but hearts will break the moment a confession is told by me the author of my own life all I know is that regardless of what may happen I want my daughter in my life I don’t want have to go to court I don’t want to do joint custody I just want to be around my daughter as much as possible more like 24/8 I want to be filled with anger and rage so bad but it’s as if I can’t get mad at anything anymore all the problems that occur our fault how do you still the person your having a baby with that you don’t love them anymore and you’re considering talking to someone will two of your ex’s are still in love with you  and not to mention that you’re ex is her ex as well you that’s right I said things even deeper but I can’t tell anymore…..