Feelin Salty

Salty tears littering the ground...fingers griping the air like I'm trying to snatch an imaginary line.

I'm lost, dazed and confused...all because I was hurt by you.

My heart is weeping.... can you hear its cries.

I can picture it curled up in a corner staring blankly into the darkness as it cradle rocks itself in a slow steady motion....when did I love you become..I can't stand you?

And I hate you?

At what point did you wake up and decide that you no longer wanted to receive my love

 Was I not what you expected?

Or was I just to much to handle?

You wanted someone that was weak, yet strong I remained.

You wanted someone to mode, yet I was already set in my own ways.

You attacked me in the worse possible ways, disrespected my ego and tried to destroy my esteem.

I gave my first and my last.

When no one loved you there was me who without a shadow of a doubt foolishly cared.

If you walked off an overpass right now I'd keep walking ignoring your heart beat as it slowly falls into a dead silence....with no tears to be found coming from these dark brown eyes...