The truth hurts

We ask for the truth but when we get the truth it hurts my heart hurts but then it feels great because the truth came before to late before you acted on your lust for others am I mad no sad because my selfish ways wanted you all for me, for eternity to live happily, happily ever after of knowing your mine, but knowing now that others has had your time, time to get to know you show you things that maybe I failed at that pushed you their way, anger oooh how anger go through my heart my mind wonder if I really wasted your time or mine trying to live a life with a wonderful man like you. My heart hurts knowing that my love wasn't enough for you, I'm mad because I felt like I held you back from living your life, am I mad no sometimes the truth just hurt oh how the truth hurts