a real understanding

Hiding myself away from the light covering my smile with a cloth oh do tight Crying on my pillow every night wondering why , why was a creature like me blessed to breath going through the abuse of so many who was suppose to love me shelter me comfort me, protect me from ask the hurt, for years I wonder was it a such thing such a person for me I've tried the suicide, the cutting off my wrist really believing in my mind that a person like that really didn't exist, after giving up for so many years my heavenly father finally dried my tears He sent you into my life and assured me everything would be alright finally made me understand to or my trust in him and not man I understand that go through things for a reason, but if you forget where your blessings come you'll continue to go through things season after season.