I Knew It

From the moment you came into my life I  just knew that you were going to be the one that would break my heart.

But I refused to listen to my mind..and I refused to listen to my morals.

We lived wild and free...the world was our play ground.

You gave me life..

Excitement started from the first time  I saw your smile.

Eyes glistening like emeralds sunbathing on the setting sun.

Smile so bright it shined brighter than the stars on the darkest of nights.

You touched me with such passion, you were able to force my entire mood to change.

Like a ripple affect I was yours for the taking.

I followed your every command like a lost puppy.

Cried whenever you were away and could not make myself let go when it was time to say good-bye.

I loved you...i cherished you.

Now I find myself crying...whenever I think of you.

Wondering around lost and disorientated.

Emptied minded...day dreaming about nothingness.

Quietly praying for recovery.

I knew that you were going to be the one that would break my heart..

I just knew it...

I don't even have the energy to fight with you...

I don't even have the strength to ask you why?

I just knew it..