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·May 31, 2011
I'm SICK
- I'm sick of being an absent father
- I'm sick of them wondering why I bother
- I'm sick of her being a crackhead
- who wants nothing to do with her daughter
- I'm sick, so emotional all I see is water
- I'm sick of my fulfillment being improper
- I know he takes you through hell
- to get you to Heaven, but I question
- when will I reach Nevaeh
- when will my dues be paid up
- how much longer can I fake tough
- damn I hate trust
- even in my self there ain't enough
- all I've ever chased was lust
- ain't never gave a ***
- it's why I ain't that much
- Jnx or Josh I'm ashamed of us
- I was renamed to loose these games of luck
- 27 and I'm still dwelling
- the same crib was at
- eight years befor I was eleven
- cant change here what wont let him
- new oppertunities
- what wont let him go get em
- I'm trapped in habbits and routine
- I'm carrying baggage and old dreams
- when will he be seen the new me
- I want it so truly
- but my actions disprove me
- pull me back to that addict that rules me
- years now I been clashing with this bully
- dont know if I can ever escape him fully
- he's the olny friend
- who absolutely knew me
- now I've grown sick of his cruelty
- he consumes me brutally
- I see what I want
- but his chaines allude me
- she's right there before me
- waiting for me
- in a different world I can't adjust to
- only temporarily I can bust though
- it's me and her I can just cut loose
- things are purified and perfect
- then the moment is gone
- back to blurry eyes and hurting
- I'm tossed back to my relm
- there he is with a shoulder and kind help
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