SELF- Asssement

I wonder why she loves me, why her love hugs me, not all that handsome but could be worth a ransome, all in all she's there, I feel her care, love to touch her warmth I would like to drown in it, to die in her splendidness, buried in her forever always together never apart not even heaven can seperate us or hell keep me from it and she loves me  of all people, criminalistic and sometimes evil, she is good to all things, I am what a rainy day brings, and yet she got my heart in a sling, and when she is away I feel it in my heart with a sting, says she will never leave me, and I was unworthy of loves need for me, and undying thrist to be someone object of affection, that souls connection, she thinks of me in light, my mind is on the right, drawn to the darkness, her spark has my interest, highly heightened sense man has been less and she loves me,