Everything Happen For A Reason

The seasons, good and evil, the reasons, Gods plans, hands guiding me for all the teachers that lied to me, funny the knowledge they couldn't hide from me, pretending I belong here, couldn't be more wrong here, sick of struggling and suffering, to stapled to fall buffering, life comes with a price, only promised that sometimes it would be nice, wishing my wrongs coud be rights, and my darkness be turned into light, except the obvious, ripple effects goes to respect to changes for every voice to every choice  made I am just a tool used, but why do I feel like a fool, who lose, God don't have to show and prove I see miracles everyday, but like bullets that kill we go astray, just trying to find myself and find my way, but I look to the sky and it's cloudy evil clouds me, money arouse me, the root to evil but I need it to be some help to my people, bad vibes, I am just a small scribe, trying to survive, for my family trying to provide, but I can't win for losing, everything happens for a reason that's the ruling,