I Wish That I Had Never Met You [Pt. 1]

If I closed my eyes and tried to comprehend what you were saying, I don’t believe that I would be able to.

The coldness of your voice…the warmth of your touch seems as though it has never been there.

You say that you are still here…

But where are you?

I don’t see you.

I could cry every day and still, you will never be here with me.

You will never understand what it is like to stand-alone in a room with eyes looking at you…judging you…yet never knowing the real reason why.

If I could disappear I would.

Had I never met you…I wish.

Those kisses that you placed…remove.

The sent that linger on my skin…lord please take.

Take away my heart and my soul.

Leave me empty; numb to the things that are keeping me from moving forward.

The things that are holding me back from looking into the mirror and seeing happiness.

All I see is sadness, tears upon tears upon pain, which is lying beyond heartache.

Bury my heart inside sand…pass it as it lies silent.

I wish that I had never met you…

I fu*king hate you.