Pain

Pain I then felt it a thousand times what's new pain it comes and goes along with smiles at times I cry why cause reality I'm always in I guess that's why I pick up my pen and write Iike I lost my best friend my mind is always thinking about the future like were will I be in the next few years how many tears will I shead cause a lot of my friends ended up dead close family hit the dirt faster then rain drops my thoughts are real, deep thinker like I was a analyst pain I always seen age ten I watched my uncle put a pistol to my mother head like a suicidal person playing Russian roulette my circle is small cause every ones out for something never know who's a snake gotta see them coming before they hit your face pain is just a B***h! cause one moment it can just be nothing but smiles and good times the next minute BOOM nothing but frowns god bless my soul and continue to guide me through this long brick road cause this pain just comes and goes!