Loveburned

They may take my space, but they can never take my place in your heart Cause if it's so How come you find every excuse to call me in hopes of a conversation to start? I know you still think of me in the still of the night Even tho we had our differences....that was some Hella lovemaking after those fuss and fights The way you look at me still when u find a reason to come around The silent tension between us, our body language is the only sound... Do I still care ...hell yea I do Because no matter how hard I try I just can't seem not too Think of you wondering if you are thinking of me Why can't I break my mind from this uselessness, this ***ery Because I can't forget the fact that you hurt me...didn't want me Never wanted me Only what I did for you Was the exact words you said..and the moment it exited your mouth ...there was no going back, no do-overs, those words rung in my ear like an annoying buzz from a mosquito....and they hit my heart like a ton of lead. I can forgive, but I don't need to forget How you broke me down and I truly loved you and not to mention that lip busting hit... To my face, at my place. On my birthday of all days.... After you clearly stated over and over "we're just friends" but when I wanted to kick with another those words you had spoken it seems you clearly didn't comprehend Now we are here in this some what friendship/situationship some kinda twisted thing we called being friends With our mixed emotions not to mention our new found romances and you are even ready to commit to yours and even move in Me I'm just overwhelmed with confusion not knowing how to end something that is clearly not healthy and will only bring more heartache in the end. With both need to walk away and just not pretend... Cut the puppet l and run away so the healing can began.... Are we ready to let go, or we just waiting on the other to see if we can make it work again?