That Morning

The end is near, is what I feel
Life is becoming real

I dont know when ill take my last breath of air
I never thought I would even care

Death never seems to ask questions
It travels in all directions 

Death is also blind
Death has no mind
When it comes, theres no pressing rewind
It takes everything and leaves nothing behind
As a cold chill runs down my spine

All I can do is sit and wait
With my heart pumping at a fast rate

I can feel it flying around me
Like a bird set free

It puts me in a different world
Then my mind starts to swirl

May is near
I think as I sip on my beer

How does it feel to kill
I dont want to but I will

Thinking about walking around in the sand
With my M16 stuck to my hand

With my weapon on semi
Cause Im not trying to die

Nights with no sleep
Scared of defeat
Of that stranger trying to creep

I garuntee my weapon will sound off first
Quickly switching to burst
Wishing the worst

Just another dead body at the other end
As I smell victory in the wind

I try not to remember the lives I took
But yet I still keep typing in this notebook

Ive never been in harms way
Untill this very day

Its either me or him
And Im determined to win

I have a million things on my mind
Like the people I left behind