Delerious

See my past and my future 

they dont collide

Right now Im just stuck betwwen do or die

Like wth would you decide

time is over there aint no handouts for this

All that support I missed 

Couldve been made investments

MOney wasted couldve been well spent 

Fustrating moments when I couldnt catch it all

Now Im doing it again

I suffered and almost died 

For love's lie