Pretending

I am so tired of pretending Pretending like im happy Like everything is okay Telling myself that tomorrow will be a better day But tomorrow never comes My feet are standing still but I feel like im on the run Trying to find my life The life im suppose to have Filled with love and happiness My eternity is free But instead im still standing here Trying to find me I wanna be free Somebody help me Waiting and waiting Take these shackles off my feet I asked myself if I was living or simply existing Deep down inside I know something is missing Something I can't seem to find It feels like the walls are closing in I'm running out of time I keep searching day after day Yet im still here smiling Pretending everything is okay