I Have A Purpose

I sometimes feel abandoned ~ with tears that won't stop ~ with every single blink they drop ~ no one to answer to the pain ~ nobody's there to call my name ~ where silence is a place of fear ~ quiet tears roll ear to ear ~ words inside become so still ~ abandonment is what I feel ~ can't understand the reason why ~ should I be born just to cry ~ Is it something wrong I've done ~ I feel so dark unlike the sun ~ with open hands I cradle my heart ~ to hold the pieces torn apart ~ but yet , in the big scheme of things ~ I am a king inside my dreams ~ every breath that I breathe ~ gives me hope so I believe ~ there must be a purpose for my life ~ I want give up , I will fight the fight ~