between love ...and lust

making an investment in you

i cannot otherwise see, yield the benefits that i desire in you 

…i am lost+confused…

now

not how i feel about you

i am not with you and feel hurt

you are

…the one person…

who i am addicted to emotionally

it has been devastating to me

what these circumstances do to me

you and i, to us

in between

…now and forever…

the love and passion

the lust exists, because i cannot find

what i depend upon you for

  in anyone else

i grow more anguished all the time

i do not know what else i can do,

so until i am with you

i will continue to suffer

between love and lust  

…without+you…

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