Retaliation

Torn between two dreams 
Can't find myself within reality
Call it split personality.
The devil on my shoulder
Says it's time to attack 
Vengeance is mine-
Call out all of these 
Bi*****
In my rhyme.
Doesn't matter whose name
Is called next
In rotation
Hatred is my motivation.
I'm ready to retaliate 
No longer leaving 
It up to fate 
*** the fake compliments 
And the games they play 
All to avoid loneliness 
They ask you to
Stay
So you stay -

But the angel on the other side
Convinces you that it's your duty
To make her feel wanted
Even if it tears you down
It's too late-
Your feelings are involved 
Now. 
Can't shake that beautiful smile
You're ready to run miles
-
You're chasing a shadow. 
One day she's present 
The next-
She's vacant
You feel like just another
Name in her book 

Look-
She took you for granted
Granted your three wishes 
Then
Tore out your heart.
I bet you she places it in
The jar 
With the rest of her 
Victims
After she spun her web
Held them down
Just to kiss them.
It's the game of 
Death.
Bi*****
Are relentless.
Can't address them 
As women
Real women 
Avoid this. 
Come on 
Bring it
Let me spit my  
I'm hyped up
Give me a minute. 
Going to release my fire
Like venom
Throw it to them
Real wicked
I can't fix this
My hearts already 
Left in pieces
There's no reason.
Thought I'd be a gentleman 
Open doors
Kiss her cheek
Hold her hand
Try and make amends
When her insecurity 
Shows face
But the b****
Shot a bullet through
My chest
Dug out my heart
and
Left me for dead
On to the next one 
She said

That's right-
She flaunts
Her appeal 
You can't deny
She's fly
The baddest b****
You've ever come by
Yet-
That's the reason why 
She's so shady
Talking about having 
Your baby
Claiming you 
Can have it like that
Then she goes and take's that s***
Back! 

Where's the truth in her word?
You just wanted to show her 
Her worth 
Never realizing how broken 
She is.
So you forgive her for breaking 
Your heart. 
Better you then her. 
You refrain from being the cause of
Her pain
Just want to walk away 
Feeling good about 
The choices you made
But it's so difficult 
In the world we live in today 
All these women 
and 
Their games 
Can't see through their 
Ignorance
Pain
and 
Destruction
They rather destroy 
The beauty of love
Through combustion. 
*** it!
My heart's been disrupted 
It's about time 
She's confronted. 


Written By

Desiree Chavez