Down And Out

Tears roll down my eyes my soul feels down nothing but dark clouds is around isolated from the world emotional thoughts still grieving from lost love ones because there still in my heart born a ghetto child and all i ever really wanted was to just be loved blood father turned his back how ***ed up is that never was there I guess he don't care my mothers mentally ill praying to God he can heal so I take a kneel Lord please watch over me because this road been tough I can't talk to you with out sheading a tear I'm trying my best to escape this loneliness never had love from my family so I'm wondering why am I here got a 2yr old son that I love dearly it's been a long battle just to keep custody but son your pops is strong but I must admit at times I sit in tears because it's been one helluva year!