ME

Sweet, so lovable, accommodating, charming, beautiful, wifey, downchick, homie, lover, friend all these things are what men have called me

, money hunger, gold digger, spoiled brat I have also been called that

Jerks, s, nothings, bums, mommas boys, and leeches, are men I pay no mind

But have the men that see all the beauty in me see all the nasty another sees in me?

The bum I see

The next woman sees a man who brings the world to her feet

So what are we to do?

See through the selfishness, the attitudes?

Let that man or woman work through the issues?

Eventually you will have their all?

What to do but wait?

Try not to turn bitter?

Be the woman you are or the man you were raised to be

Not letting anyone else’s hate or negativity affect the person you are supposed to be?

I will let my beauty, my light shine through

No negative man or woman will affect my attitude

I will be all the good and bad

I may be all those things all in one

So I will sit back and wait for a person to see through all the bull I put out and see only the beauty and light within me

I am a selfish, spoiled brat always expecting my way

I am also the humble girl that only wants to see everyone around me happy

Maybe I am bi polar or a true Gemini

But at the end of the day the nasty girl helped the good girl survive

So I will keep them both

Because they both are the real me

Hopefully one day someone else will appreciate all the crazy that is me