Maybe

Where am I?

Where am I supposed to be?

Am I being the woman, mother, daughter, friend I am supposed to be?

Does anyone see the real me?

I can wait forever for lovers, family and friends to see the real me that I see

Look past my bad behavior, my smart mouth

Look at all of this and ask…

Why is she acting out?

Why am not behaving as the woman everyone knows I can be including me?

Maybe I don’t give a and this is just me….

Maybe I don’t have the energy to please….

Maybe I do care and I have no clue how to change….

Maybe I am stuck and need a help to change….

Maybe I will one day….

Maybe I won’t…

Maybe I like me this way….

Maybe I don’t…