Brokenhearted

How can love hurt so damn bad? Am I still considered strong even though I feel so sad? My heart gets used and abused over and over again. Physically, I can feel my soul caving in. I vomit because I'm sickened with a broken heart, some I should have known would happen from the start. That feeling when your heart drops to the floor, after you thought for sure that you wouldn't have to hurt anymore. All I ever wanted to know was why? Why make me cry after I opened up my heart to you? Why look me in the eye in tell me that's not true? I trusted you but that will NEVER happen again. In a short period of time you became my best friend....And now I throw up at the thought of you...It makes me sick to my stomach but this is what it comes to. You hurt someone that would have never let you down. I would have been there for you whenever you needed me around. You hurt me deep, sad part is that it was already expected... I just ***ed around and trusted you with my heart and you didn't even protect it. I'll never look at you the same way again... I just pray God holds me close before the hardest part begins. I'll be ok, pretty lady like me has been beat down by the worst. Just make sure you remember, who hurt who first.