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I sat in front of the self-destruct button but didnt push it, I pushed back. I was better for it. They tried to weave destruction into my deeds and words and they had the greatest weapon I could not defeat, they had my youth.
They tried to train me early. They went corporate. They trained the trainers and the trainers trained the trainers and they tried to train me.
I derailed that plan. God is real and I assume my physical form to defeat the flesh. I went with mediocre to God and he came back with best. I cried and God made my tears a river for my enemies.
And now I stand before you, beaten not broken and I have reinforcements. An army of urban poets with positive vibes and spirituality. Im indestructable.
