Faded

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My intellectual prowess has recently faded
I’ve been psychologically downgraded
It kinda hurts to know my health has me berated
And now I feel so depressed and even a little bit jaded

I can not really be optimistically persuaded
Actually
All optimism has done
Is gotten me to be emotionally barricaded

Slightly dissuaded
Wondering if my skills make me no denarius
Then for what human purpose was I really created?

I feel a bit angry
But mostly because my last nerve has been agitated
Because all the good I have ever “put out”
Has been immediately squashed, spit upon or swiftly negated!

I’m not gonna rant and rave on my past obsessions
But this is intended to reveal a deep hidden lesson
And for those who understand
Are the ones who will catch the blessings!

For even my “negative” rhymes
Have are not for intermediary depression
They’re designed to incline the mind
To prepare itself for intellectual & spiritual progression

Warriors may complain but they don’t stop fighting
They enjoy the smell of winning
And to see the enemy lose
Is what they delight in!

So although
I have the weight of the world on my back
There is no turning back
For I am at the point of no return
The reward of eternity is what I yearn
And maybe in the process
Others from my experiences
Some may be able to learn.

SkTzO