You or her

You stand in a house with burning flames. You're life is on a short rope, loosen at every second. I'm about to chock her life is in my hands. Do I give in or, let her continue to crash me within.?! As the pain eat in eat through my flesh. keeping me from standing, to look her in her eyes that is only burning a hole through my soul. leaving me to save myself; Me or her? Do I save my heart, that is in her hands, Or do I save her life that is in my hands.? I'm so hurting and its fogging my thinking. I'm a lost person and I thinking about taking, something so precious that can't be giving back. So as I fade into the blacken vision, I just let her life blaze like she did to my heart.