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life

Flammable soul
Burning spirit
Yearning
Always studious
Quite meticulous and tenacious
Forever learning
Growing
Sharing while the weight of the world
I am uncontrollably bearing
No spitting and swearing
Force of habit to be loving and sincerely caring
Motives are to be daring

Unmovable object type soul
Impressionably lost
Heart was broken many years ago
The pieces were hardly found
Those that were found were taken & tossed

I am The Becoming
Finite Being
Always seeking to be infinitely 'seeing'
Liberation of the mind
Eternal cosmos of the essence of being
Flesh is fleeing me
Decree
One million to the umpteenth degree
I have always fought to be free
Free from self
Bondage of mind inflicted torture
Emotions got ruptures in spiritual vascular pain
Emotional muscles aching
Brain of glass
Now shattered and smaller pieces breaking
Synaptic synthesis
Synoptic transformation
Initiating spiritual metamorphosis
Cynically inclined
Elevated and refined
And yet still NOT truly defined
Definition of self is many
Many that helped one
This father
This husband
This friend and son
I am many characters to different people
Like chess
We all play roles
Some get paid for it
Others enjoy it
While yet others live to seek the enjoyment and company of other actors

Movie
Directed by self
My Id
Super Ego personified in death
Losing endlessly
Gasping for breath
Wait
Nothing
Soon... is what shall be left!

SkTzO