Failure

After all my pain 

After all the tears Ive shed

The rain still sustains

What gives

Am I being punished

Hard to be ok if I can never live

Existence of an unhappy soul

No good day 

My past mistakes still hender my goals

Staying positive why with all the negative results

Trying to pray 

Feeling worthless cause my 

consistent faults is just an insult

Can never indulge in enjoyment

Every moment is filled with disappointment