Venting

Feel it in my heart a pain coming 

Cause love returned and now its lost strains forming

From the tension 

In all your sweet deliveryWhy didnt you mention 

That the chivalry was temporary 

Until I helped you 

I took you in, told me you would hold me til the end

Let you around my family and then the end already begins

You treated me like a sucka 

cant find your child or his mother 

So I positioned you as my children's father to fill your void 

and then the first chance you get you playing the role of a  little boy 

"Gimme this and I want that ..Im hungry ..Im sick"

Throwing fits cause I wont suck your d***

You told me that you changed and things would be better 

I was such a fool for you , left the love of my life for you 

Thinking I would ride  for you 

Now Im rolling out the car thats about to crash

Just because you dont give a *** about my feelings

wont mean you will get the last laugh

I  let you ride me for free

On a empty tank too no energy

You pushed me to the limit 

Even snitched on me to the cops and tryed to send me to prison

Now I gotta move my grandma out her only place to live in

God cant really fault me for sinning

Cause I gave what I didnt have for your benefit

True at heart 

and they say every dog has his day

But I'll just still have these ugly scars

My heart will wear these ugly marks

I'll remember on cold reminiscent days of December 

Of how I carried you 

Now Im weeping as I bury you